Procrastination is one of the most deadly traps of failure for students. We often wait until the last minute to complete our assignments. Some people, like me use the quote, “I work better when I am under pressure.” Most people use that cliché in place of the word procrastination in which what we are really doing. At other times we make promises to ourselves saying, “Oh I can work on this assignment Monday since it is not due until Friday.” Do we usually keep that promise? The answer is no.
I have robbed myself from opportunities of living to my fullest potential because I chose to procrastinate. Most of the choices I have made were my fault because I thought that I did not deserve the opportunity to live up to my fullest potential and at other times I would be so confused about choosing my major that I did not have the confidence to attempt to work harder.
Procrastination has caused me to fail in the arena of education. I lacked scholarship money and grants for college because I did not apply for them early. I did not join clubs in high school that would give me insight on what college would best fit me, and consequently my sloth has caused major declines in my life. However, I reached a turning point of my life when I received a 3.1 grade point average in high school. Before I received an A in my Algebra II class of my senior year I failed most of my classes in my freshmen and sophomore year.
Unfortunately, that fall after graduation, I was not able to go to college due to financial issues and lack of scholarships. I was accepted into Liberty University in Lynchburg, VA; however, I did not have a sufficient amount of financial aid, grants, and scholarships to make the payment.
I remember crying for weeks because I desired to go to college but I did not take the necessary actions to prepare to pay for school. I learned my lesson last year. This year I began applying for scholarships before college began. Unfortunately I have not received any scholarship money for the spring semester of 2011 yet.
I am currently a student at Palm Beach Atlantic University located in West Palm Beach, Florida. Prior to attending Palm Beach Atlantic University I was enrolled in Thomas Nelson Community College in Hampton, VA, however, I knew that I needed the on campus experience. I left my comfort zone, applied to Palm Beach Atlantic University earlier this year, and was accepted as a transfer student with only nine transferable credits. The admissions team was very impressed with my high school grade point average and the goals I have planned for my future career as a Clinical Psychologist and Spanish minor.
I am so grateful for my past failures and mistakes because I realized that the responsible person inside of me was waiting to be revealed. As an only child, my mother and father were very protective of me and practically did everything for me. I realized that most of my failures and mistakes resulted from me being inexperienced and irresponsible due to my parents desire to protect me. When I reached adolescence I was able to realize that this was a serious problem.
I knew that moving to Florida would help me become a more responsible and independent woman. Most adults say that the spoiled children do not know how to take care of themselves when they become adults. I do not consider myself spoiled but I was fortunate to be loved by my family the way that I was. It was not until I reached the age eighteen when I knew exactly who I was and the potential that lied within me.
A college education will give me the opportunity to change America and even the world. I desire to design non-profit organizations to help the poor and low income communities. I would like to open schools for children in different countries who desire to receive a good education. I would like to counsel engaged and married couples, dysfunctional children/families, and the mentally ill. Since Spanish is the second language next to English, I would like to travel to North and South America and build non-profit organizations for children and adults so they won’t have to travel to America to work without knowing whether or not they can see their families again.
I cannot complete these goals unless I have the finances to do so. Veni, vidi, vici- I came, I saw, I conquered… in this case procrastination. Will you help me conquer the issues of this world so along with you I can help make it a better place?
This essay was submitted Kendra Russell for the December 2010 – HowToSaveMoney.com Scholarship. See and vote on your favorite essays here. From Kendra: “As a college student, I plan on using the Yakezie Scholarship money to further my education in the field of Psychology and Communications. In the future, after receiving my bachelors degree, I plan to open a non-profit organization for elementary and high school students who are in poverty. Later, I would like to build these non-profit organizations in foreign countries in hope to give the children a bright future in the world of education. Every child deserves the privilege to be valued for their talents and education. Overall, the Yakezie Scholarship money will prepare me to reach these goals to give back to the community.”
Excellent essay! One of my favourites so far- I like your opening paragraph and can easily relate. I don’t think it’s solely because you were an only child. I find that a lot of Boomer parents raise their children in a way of this “over-protectiveness” and now a lot of us (generation Y folks) are useless when it comes to many things! Sounds like you have learned a lot! Best of luck with you- I hope you win this scholarship- hard work does pay off! (Procrastination doesn’t LOL) :)
I like that you are describing lessons learned here. Nice job on the essay and thanks for sharing your story!
Hi Kendra,
Thanks for sharing your thoughts! I do wonder a lot why we procrastinate when we know we should be GETTING GOING always. Sometimes it’s hard though, especially when you can see the looong road a head.
Good luck!
Sam
A hard lesson learned with serious consequences. Do you qualify for PELL grants? Make sure that you are filling out the FAFSA every year. Good luck with your goals.
Your story is really moving. I was wondering the same thing as Sandy…have you tried for financial aid?This is definitely a 5 star post!
I’ve sure felt the pressure after procrastinating my days away; that’s no fun and can really damage your future. It’s great you were able to see things and defeat the demon. Good luck with your goals to change the world!
Kendra, You hit on one of the most destructive habits, procrastination. Your past is behind you, you clearly learned from your mistakes, that’s the mark of a winner! Good luck to you!
I can relate to some of this; I was also an only child, though I had the opposite experience of being overprotected. I also fell into the trap of procrastination, and this is an inner demon that I’ve had to kick down time and again. I don’t know if we can kill the demon, but we always have the choice to succumb to it, or to plow through and fight back. Glad to see you kicking your procrastination in the butt. :)
I have a similar story (except for the spoiled part) being an only child. I had mediocre grades my freshmen year in high school, but I realized early on I didn’t want a life of flipping burgers, so I was able to turn things around a little sooner.
If you truly have financial need, there are LOADS of grants, scholarships and loans available. Like the other Sandy said, there’s nothing more important than the FAFSA and January is right around the corner. Also, go to your financial aid office at your uni. I always got a few extra bucks pleading my case in person.
Kendra
Great essay – Even though we all procrastinate when we know we shouldnt, its those of us who can stifle the procrastination when it matters most who will find the most successes. Good luck in Florida!
I like that you took steps to become independent and responsible. Good luck with meeting your goals.
Just like both Sandys mentioned, fill out that FAFSA before March 2nd! You may qualify for Pell grants and state education grants that will help reduce the amount of student loans. Now that you faced your enemy, procrastination, you can beat it by getting in your paperwork early. Good luck to you!
Kendra, I admire your spirit and determination. Way to catch your flaw and do something about it. A lot of people can’t do what you did. I agree with previous comments about searching for other financial aid options. Besides applying to the obvious ones, you can narrow your scope to your specific field and drill down to more specific criteria that applies to you. Good luck! :)
I am terrible at procrastinating and it takes a lot to admit that is what you are doing so I look up to you for recognising it as that and working to do something about it.